There comes a time in your life when you finally get it.

There comes a time in your life when you finally get it…when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out…ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying, blaming and struggling to hold on. Then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes.

You realize it’s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to magically appear over the next horizon.

You realize that in the real world there aren’t always fairy tale endings, and that any guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you…and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.

You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are…and that’s OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions.

You learn the importance of loving and championing yourself…and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self-approval.

Your stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you – or didn’t do for you – and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected.

You learn that people don’t always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and everything isn’t always about you.

So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself…and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance.

You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties…and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness.

You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. You begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for.

You learn the difference between wanting and needing and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you’ve outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with.

You learn that there is power and glory in creating and contributing and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a “consumer” looking for you next fix.

You learn that principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a bygone era, but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life.

You learn that you don’t know everything, it’s not your job to save the world and that you can’t teach a pig to sing. You learn the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry.

Then you learn about love. You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You learn that alone does not mean lonely.

You stop trying to control people, situations and outcomes. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO.

You also stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs.

You learn that your body really is your temple. You begin to care for it and treat it with respect. You begin to eat a balanced diet, drinking more water, and take more time to exercise.

You learn that being tired fuels doubt, fear, and uncertainty and so you take more time to rest. And, just food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul. So you take more time to laugh and to play.

You learn that, for the most part, you get in life what you deserve, and that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophecy.

You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for and that wishing for something to happen is different than working toward making it happen.

More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success you need direction, discipline and perseverance. You learn that no one can do it all alone, and that it’s OK to risk asking for help.

You learn the only thing you must truly fear is fear itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears because you know that whatever happens you can handle it and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your own terms.

You learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom.

You learn that life isn’t always fair, you don’t always get what you think you deserve and that sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people…and you learn not to always take it personally.

You learn that nobody’s punishing you and everything isn’t always somebody’s fault. It’s just life happening. You learn to admit when you are wrong and to build bridges instead of walls.

You lean that negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you and poison the universe that surrounds you.

You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about: a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower.

Then, you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never, ever settle for less than you heart’s desire.

You make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility.

You hang a wind chime outside your window so you can listen to the wind.

Finally, with courage in you heart, you take a stand, you take a deep breath, and you begin to design the life you want to live as best as you can.

Don't let others stop you from living.

You're right. People do lie, and cheat, and stab you in the back. There will be people who use you, and don't love you even though they say they do. But you can't let that stop you from living. Because there are people out there who do love you, and would never hurt you. You have to find those people and keep them in your life forever.

Some people will do you wrong in life. People will say things about you that you never think they will, people will lie on you, people will cheat you, and people will purposely hurt you to try and make their selves feel better.

There will be people in your life that you thought would be with you until the end, but they will fall out of your life. There will be people in your life that say they love you, until it is convenient for them not to love you anymore.

Never let bad people stop you from living life! For all the friends that leave your side and betray you, there will be those who will be there for you no matter what, and that do really love you! Though at times they may disappoint you because we are all human, you will know that they have the best of intentions. Find those people, and work hard to keep those people in your life forever!

packets

Amped up and reflected
Komodo we code in
Them lizards they go in
The bitstream still flowing

These stacks that were smashing
The packets stay blasting
Regardless of your patches
These keystrokes go east coast
Then worldwide were online
Find us and then sign us
We got the world behind us

If bot stats are honest
Then doomsday is upon us
And this mining Adonis
Still making good on his promise
Your site nulled, your processor
Is trash
Your cpu is dead
Take a look at all of these graphs

On vox and no stopping
That traceroute stop hopping
Software that we backdoored
Root shells that we mine for
Toolbars and setups
Our payload stay FUD
We reflect your defects
And cause them all to flood

Prolexic cloudflare
We don't care
Anytime anywhere
Plug you in our datasphere
Your outta here

Your homies got less bots
Then we do - we feed you
These packets that we bleed through

Your .EDUs your .COMs
Few terabytes of that strong
Through copper through fiber
Through air gaps like MacGyver
These packets are relentless
They gum it up like the dentist
No access molasses
When these hashes in practice

You tied up when we fire it up
So respect

This upstream is so brutal
The stratum stay poodled
We got packets on packets

paint

This palette that I paint with
Code fragments sitting all up in the system matrix
Make shit happen for the backend, keep it dangerous
Miner hashes coming in through the basement

Help my code stay the dopest and hope its
Gonna keep on staying clear
Well into the following years inflict fear
On all of the antis
Trying to keep a man down and his franchise
Gotta keep both eyes open cause you never know when a broken
Link or a token is gonna set your whole world on fire
In the ocean of this cy-space
Run it up and lose it all just like I'm MySpace

Paint debuggers with the breakpoints
Still a miner with an attitude
Getting paper as a badder dude
Chilling at tropical latitude

The gratitude of an internet beaming
Cause their boy stayed out here dreaming
Trying to shake all of his demons
But failing

Give your boy props cuz' he's still mining
Lulzboat keep on sailing
Keep my eyes on them Russians like Sarah Palin
Mirai botnet on that internet of shit
Got that firmware squared layer 3 assailant

Packets that I paint with
Built all up on them busybox proxy payments
Docker containers on these IP ranges
Scored that baby blue checkmark verified famous

Free pein, who do you paint with?
This game swallows brains to the jails from the spaceship
Affidavits from the agents
Hundred pages

forgotten

this lifes a trip
you can go from not having shit to making a grip
enemies stay close only to take your spot when you slip

watch who you pick to keep your company
because nobody wants to work
but everybody wants live their lifes comfortably
they all dream of the finer things
designer clothes and diamond rings

you have to stick to your own
watch the addictions
sick with no home somewhere lost in the distance
you can get what you want
just practice persistance
you're the only person in control of your existance
so make every minute count
when in doubt
when they say you won't amount
shut em out
show em what you're all about

live your life
fall in love
forget about your sorrow
everything you have right now could be all gone tomorow

changes come, time moves on
the clock is never stopping
don't pay attention to the bullshit these people are talking

if what you're going through hurts
shit could be worse
embrace the air you breathe evenly
excel and disperce, concentrate on nothing

remeber money comes and goes
so even when the funds are low
try to keep above the surface
fighting with the undertoe

life is wonderful
why do you find that hard to believe?
you get your arm broken trying to wear your heart on your sleave
don't make your decisions only based on emotions
keep your mouth shut and your ears wide open

never look back
trying to make a positive impression
stop stressing
life's a prize that lies in your possession

don't lie
aggression is a sign of the weak
jealousy is the same listen to the words that i speak
people change, turn quick to burn you at the steak
i just wrote this shit
so maybe you could learn from my mistakes man

changes come time moves on
the clock is never stopping
don't pay attention to the bullshit these people talking
one day you're on top but then suddenly your shit ain't popping
people love you one day but by sunday you're forgotten

doomsday

it's all over, supernova
open folder full disclosure
red october brush my shoulder
its the spam jehovah


blackhat staying black as ravens
steady blazing every nation
slaying every altercation
engagement so come and face us


steal your booters bot computers
we see through right to your c2
seize it so you see how we do it


typing tools in liquid cooling
cpu's to keep it moving
its been proven watch the news and
see just how these newbies losing
never sleepin weekday weekend
creepin in your box defeating
stack canary adversary


feeling righteous, hit the nitrous
while i unlock idevices
smoke the cypress
higher than the bitcoin price is
whose the nicest
process list, i ball my fist
and hit white hat apologists
still the fuckin' ballerest


dare I say it, bitch we made it
keep my mind sophisticated
every city state did play it
miner game stayed underrated
kernel crushing, dirty dozen
i prepaid it, vote brigaded


file appending
set permission triple seven
execution set it loose and
be the root to act a fool then
leave it dormant rootkit on it
solid storage, high performance
use it to seed all my torrents
fuck the normies, fuck informants


bounty chasing while i'm vaping
blowing fragrance while they hating
next two days adjacent payments
secret agent write a statement
why they bother with the collar
cause a villain made a dollar
off this copper? did it proper
load up all my work in docker


popping travis living lavish
multi-factor auth established
infrastructure set to rupture
when i overflow a buffer
i load balance many talents
from a beverly hills palace
on the clem that won the chalice

over powered

i dont stand around acting tough

like jacks and stuff, everybodys mad because they passed em up
i don't ask for much, maybe a computer that's adequate.

im attacking it, so ravenous
so passionate it's no accident

i need a maalox cause they ain't hot, got the game locked
and i can't stop, like a car with the brakes popped
they repackaged like they work for game stop

keep your head down and your shield up
don't worry whatever don't kill you is just exp that you build up
and i'm maxed out on critical hits

i'm michael jordan in 96
i took the oath and i honor it,
confident without consequence
dominant on my continent

i'm lancelot with that lightsaber,
never used to have a lot of dry haters
til i canceled off of that hiatus
like unknown spelling in that time chamber
see i'm at the top like sky hook, 85 lakers
i'm too far, you can't touch the heels
even if you had a squad full of white mages

up and down your timeline
there i go again
see em hating on my reign
wondering when it's gonna end
boy i'm op,
none of them can hold me
that's over powered.

over powered.

just cruising

just a pilot in his cockpit seated



wheels engaging the pavement

push the gas, escalate the gauges

slow down and turn the corner

we have been cornering the game since the five and quarter

replacing all the brick and mortar



flying by street lamps

straight install complete by the freelance

hodling down the game like c clamps

blowing out the smoke from these green plants

switching lanes

trying to keep us out of their customers names

emails and passwords, so disastrous

when i get a hold of those easy hashes



down shift transmission

hold the shift key down get capital printing

bills like clinton using message composition

defeating certificate pinning is winning

hella threads on my software

got a dictionary file for my domain spinning

i'm mining the world for profit

ain't a thing you can do to stop it.



flick my blinker

in the blink of an eye my pointer finger

clicking start on my auto linker spraying up the internet like a sprinkler

no droughts the reigns included

and i'm sending off a dedicated that i rooted

some say the games diluted

but we are so far ahead of the game

we race through it.



enable the brights

yes the future is ahead, and it looks mighty nice

no obstacles, no red lights

hit reverse on the apps on my device

getting rebills from the campaign

ask how we do it i could show you

processing the back log



cruising on the net just hit the gas



just cruising

i put our dues in while you were snoozing

hard drive live with a fresh solution

driving that digital distribution

mighty

is defined as possessing great and impressive power or strength, especially on account of size.


the mighty nature inside a tiny man.


can make the hardest task routine


and the smallest spark in a mighty man


can achieve the impossible dream

lost

it's all happening so fast.

my life is a speeding train and I'm not sure where it's headed.

one thing is certain, i've been given a second chance, touched by the world and i've got to believe that it has a purpose for me.

so why am i filled with self-doubt?

plagued by demons, real and imaginary?

frightened by the challenges ahead, and haunted by the ghosts of my past?

does the world know what i am?

do I?

am I monster?

A hero, or a villain?

and why can't I see the difference?

everyone has problems, flaws, and blind spots, just as i do.

when we entertain the illusion that someone is perfect, we don't allow them room to be human, so when they make an error in judgment or act in contradiction to our idea of perfection, we become disillusioned.

we may get angry or distance ourselves in response.
in the end, they are not to blame for the fact that we idealized them.

granted, they may have enjoyed seeing themselves as perfect through our eyes, but we are the ones who chose to believe an illusion.

if you go through this process enough times, you learn that no one is perfect. we are all a combination of divine and human qualities and we all struggle.

when we treat the people we love with this awareness, we actually allow for a much greater intimacy than when we held them aloft on an airy throne.

the moment you see through your idealized projection is the moment you begin to see your loved one as he or she truly is.

we cannot truly connect with a person when we idealize them. in life, there are no pedestals—we are all walking on the same ground together.

when we realize this, we can own our own divinity and our humanity.

this is the key to balance and wholeness within ourselves and our relationships.

don't let others stop you from living.

you're right.

people do lie, and cheat, and stab you in the back.

there will be people who use you, and don't love you even though they say they do.

but you can't let that stop you from living.

because there are people out there who do love you, and would never hurt you.

you have to find those people and keep them in your life forever.

some people will do you wrong in life.

people will say things about you that you never think they will, people will lie on you, people will cheat you, and people will purposely hurt you to try and make their selves feel better.

there will be people in your life that you thought would be with you until the end, but they will fall out of your life.

there will be people in your life that say they love you, until it is convenient for them not to love you anymore.

never let bad people stop you from living life.

for all the friends that leave your side and betray you, there will be those who will be there for you no matter what, and that do really love you.

though at times they may disappoint you because we are all human, you will know that they have the best of intentions.

find those people, and work hard to keep those people in your life forever.

money

money is not the only answer, but it makes a difference.

it lets you “slide” through life instead of having to “scrape” by.

money brings freedom—freedom to buy what you want , and freedom to do what you want with your time.

money allows you to enjoy the finer things in life as well as giving you the opportunity to help others have the necessities.

most of all, having money allows you not to have to spend your energy worrying about not having money.

it is also very important to be humble and never let fame or money travel to your head.

attitude

the longer i live, the more i realize the impact of attitude on life.

attitude, to me, is more important than facts.

it is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think or say or do.

it is more important than appearance, or skill.

it will make or break a company... a church... a home.

the remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day.

we cannot change our past...

we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way.

we cannot change the inevitable.

the only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude...

i am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how i react to it.

and so it is with you...

we are in charge of our attitudes.

change

when we embrace what lies within, our potential has no limit.


whe future is filled with promise, the present rife with expectation.


but when we deny our instinct, and struggle against our deepest urges, uncertainty begins.


where does this path lead?


when will the changes end?


is this transformation a gift, or a curse?


for those who fear what lies ahead, the most important question of all:


can we really ever change what we are?

genesis

where does it come from?

this quest... this need to solve life's mysteries for the simplest of questions can never be answered.

why are we here?

what is the soul?

why do we dream?

perhaps we would be better off not looking at all. not delving, not yearning.

that's not human nature, not the human heart.

that is not why we are here.

six months ago

To everything there's a season and a time to every purpose.

The Earth spins at a thousand miles an hour as we desperately try to keep from being thrown off.

Like the first blush of winter that signals a great migration, was there any warning of their arrival?

A sign, a single event that set this chain into motion?

Was it a whisper in God's ear? Survive, adapt, escape...

And if we could mark that single moment in time?

That first hint of the prophecy of approaching danger...

Would we have done anything differently?

Could it have been stopped or was the die long ago cast?

And if we could go back, alter its course, stop it from happening, would we?

let us pray

In the name of Bitcoin, Ethereum, and Litecoin.

HODLy Bitcoin, who art a block chain, bullish be thy aim.

Thy lambos come, thy trades be done, on coinbase as they are on binance.

Give us this day our daily gains, and forgive us our shills, as we forgive those who shill against us, and lead us not to panic sell, but deliver us from shitcoins.

Amen.

seven minutes to midnight

the earth is large.

large enough that you think you can hide from anything: from fate, from god.

if only you found a place far enough away.

so you run... to the edge of the earth, where all is safe again, quiet and warm.

the solace of salt air. the peace of danger left behind, the luxury of grief...

and maybe for a moment you believe you have escaped.

you can run far, you can take your small precautions, but have you really gotten away?

can you ever escape?

or is the truth that you do not have the strength or cunning to hide from destiny?

but the world is not small, you are...

and fate can find you anywhere.

nothing to hide

you do not choose your destiny, it chooses you.

and those who knew you before fate took you by the hand, cannot understand the depth of the changes inside.

they cannot fathom how much you stand to lose in failure.

but you are the instrument of a flawless design... and all of life may hang in the balance.

you learn quickly who can comprehend... and who merely stands in your way.

move forward

to survive in this world, we hold close to us those people on whom we depend.

we trust in them our hopes, our fears... but what happens when trust is lost?

where do we go, when things we believe in vanish before our eyes?

when all seems lost, the future unknowable, our very existence in peril...

all we can do is move forward.

our choices are prepaid for us

how do we know if were in control?
that were not just making the best of what comes at us, and thats it.
trying to constantly pick between two options.
like coke and pepsi.
mcdonald's or burger king?
hyundai or honda?

its all part of the same blur, right? just out of focus enough.
its the illusion of choice.

half of us can't even pick our own cable, gas, electric.
the water we drink, our health insurance.

even if we did, would it matter?

you know, if our only option is blue cross or blue shield, what the fuck is the difference? in fact, aren't they the same? our choices are prepaid for us, a long time ago.

is any of it real?

i mean, look at this. a world built on fantasy.

synthetic emotions in the form of pills.

psychological warfare in the form of advertising.

mind-altering chemicals in the form of... food!

brainwashing seminars in the form of media.

controlled isolated bubbles in the form of social networks.

real?

you want to talk about reality?

we haven't lived in anything remotely close to it since the turn of the century. we turned it off, took out the batteries, snacked on a bag of gmo's while we tossed the remnants in the ever-expanding dumpster of the human condition.

we live in branded houses trademarked by corporations built on bipolar numbers jumping up and down on digital displays, hypnotizing us into the biggest slumber mankind has ever seen.

you have to dig pretty deep, before you can find anything real.

we live in a kingdom of bullshit. a kingdom you've lived in for far too long.

so don't tell me about not being real.

i'm no less real than the fucking beef patty in your big mac.

facts and beliefs

there are facts, and there are beliefs, and there are things you want so badly to believe that they become facts to you.

our memories constantly adapt and mold themselves to fit the world, but why do our brains generate false recollections?

when we remember an event, our memory fills in those gaps by thinking about what we know about the world.

there's usually a witness to the stories we create in our minds that cause us to continue to believe those stories.

patience is a bitter plant that produces sweet fruit.

patience is interesting.

some things are so easy to be patient about, yet other things are so hard to be patient about.

patience is so important to success.

always strive to be more patient in areas where patience is a struggle for you.

what i've learned so far from crypto

crypto is the biggest, most lucrative, and most exciting real-time 24/7 mmo ever created.

think about it.

all the intense personas, the shady exhanges, the scammers, the tricks, the miners, the thrill and the agony.

it’s something else.

you can select your path.

you can be the silent investor.

the loud-mouth trader.

the opportunistic miner.

the skeptical writer.

the calm commentator.

you can even make your own coin.

pick your vice, pick your virtue.

you can do it anywhere, anytime.

this. is. crypto.

say that to say this: with an emphasis on the information set, understand game theory and you understand crypto.

this also fits the notion that the total market cap ramp-up is more of an adoption curve, than it is a price chart.