data theory
Friday, January 11, 2019
lcase
lowercase is cool. it’s not trying to be all capitalized and proper. it’s laidback. it’s rebellious, but in a cute, freespirited way. sure, maybe it’s breaking some rules, but they’re just punctuation rules, it’s not like anybody’s getting hurt. i mean maybe it’s hurting some people’s feelings, like if you’re the ceo of punctuation.com or something, but normal people are just like, whatever, that’s just lowercase, doing its thang.
it’s the 21st century. we’re not all uptight like our ancestors, writing each other letters on scratchy parchment with feathers dipped in ink. now we let our tippy tappy fingers do the talking. we don’t have time for capitalizing! besides, capitalizing’s so fussy. uppercase wears suits and ties and attends boardroom meetings. lowercase wears flipflops, does beer shots, and blacks out at the beach.
if lowercase were religious, lowercase would be buddhist, because lowercase makes statements look less egotistical. i am the man i am the best i am so cool i am so full of myself but i’m also modest cuz look at my lil puny i, it’s adorably nonthreatening! it's pretty chill considering it looks like my middle finger fell asleep on the i button.
lowercase is hip. lowercase is alt lit gchats published on somebody’s tumblr. but lowercase ain’t nothing new. lowercase is old school. lowercase is e.e. cummings reinventing poetry with a falling leaf. lowercase is killer william s. burroughs lines in the soft machine like: “coffee and blood spilled all over the place. cigarette holes in the pink blanket.” no one knows what it means, but it’s provocative.
lowercase is humble. lowercase is patient, lowercase is kind. it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. lowercase does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. it always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
lowercase is cool. you know what’s not cool? ALL CAPS. ALL CAPS IS INTENSE. ALL CAPS IS YOUR ALARM CLOCK WAKING YOU UP TOO EARLY IN THE MORNING. ALL CAPS IS AN ANGRY ROBOT. ALL CAPS IS HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, INSOMNIA, STRESS. ALL CAPS IS YOUR ENEMY.
it’s all good though. whenever ALL CAPS harshes your mellow, just settle into a lil lowercase convo with some loved ones and let the stress melt away. cuz lowercase never feels the need to scream. lowercase is maxin and relaxin. lowercase tells ALL CAPS to calm down, take a deep yoga breath, and pop a chill pill.
Saturday, August 18, 2018
There comes a time in your life when you finally get it.
There comes a time in your life when you finally get it…when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out…ENOUGH! Enough fighting and crying, blaming and struggling to hold on. Then, like a child quieting down after a tantrum, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes.
You realize it’s time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change, or for happiness, safety and security to magically appear over the next horizon.
You realize that in the real world there aren’t always fairy tale endings, and that any guarantee of “happily ever after” must begin with you…and in the process a sense of serenity is born of acceptance.
You awaken to the fact that you are not perfect and that not everyone will always love, appreciate or approve of who or what you are…and that’s OK. They are entitled to their own views and opinions.
You learn the importance of loving and championing yourself…and in the process a sense of new found confidence is born of self-approval.
Your stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you – or didn’t do for you – and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected.
You learn that people don’t always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and everything isn’t always about you.
So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself…and in the process a sense of safety and security is born of self-reliance.
You stop judging and pointing fingers and you begin to accept people as they are and to overlook their shortcomings and human frailties…and in the process a sense of peace and contentment is born of forgiveness.
You learn to open up to new worlds and different points of view. You begin reassessing and redefining who you are and what you really stand for.
You learn the difference between wanting and needing and you begin to discard the doctrines and values you’ve outgrown, or should never have bought into to begin with.
You learn that there is power and glory in creating and contributing and you stop maneuvering through life merely as a “consumer” looking for you next fix.
You learn that principles such as honesty and integrity are not the outdated ideals of a bygone era, but the mortar that holds together the foundation upon which you must build a life.
You learn that you don’t know everything, it’s not your job to save the world and that you can’t teach a pig to sing. You learn the only cross to bear is the one you choose to carry.
Then you learn about love. You learn to look at relationships as they really are and not as you would have them be. You learn that alone does not mean lonely.
You stop trying to control people, situations and outcomes. You learn to distinguish between guilt and responsibility and the importance of setting boundaries and learning to say NO.
You also stop working so hard at putting your feelings aside, smoothing things over and ignoring your needs.
You learn that your body really is your temple. You begin to care for it and treat it with respect. You begin to eat a balanced diet, drinking more water, and take more time to exercise.
You learn that being tired fuels doubt, fear, and uncertainty and so you take more time to rest. And, just food fuels the body, laughter fuels our soul. So you take more time to laugh and to play.
You learn that, for the most part, you get in life what you deserve, and that much of life truly is a self-fulfilling prophecy.
You learn that anything worth achieving is worth working for and that wishing for something to happen is different than working toward making it happen.
More importantly, you learn that in order to achieve success you need direction, discipline and perseverance. You learn that no one can do it all alone, and that it’s OK to risk asking for help.
You learn the only thing you must truly fear is fear itself. You learn to step right into and through your fears because you know that whatever happens you can handle it and to give in to fear is to give away the right to live life on your own terms.
You learn to fight for your life and not to squander it living under a cloud of impending doom.
You learn that life isn’t always fair, you don’t always get what you think you deserve and that sometimes bad things happen to unsuspecting, good people…and you learn not to always take it personally.
You learn that nobody’s punishing you and everything isn’t always somebody’s fault. It’s just life happening. You learn to admit when you are wrong and to build bridges instead of walls.
You lean that negative feelings such as anger, envy and resentment must be understood and redirected or they will suffocate the life out of you and poison the universe that surrounds you.
You learn to be thankful and to take comfort in many of the simple things we take for granted, things that millions of people upon the earth can only dream about: a full refrigerator, clean running water, a soft warm bed, a long hot shower.
Then, you begin to take responsibility for yourself by yourself and you make yourself a promise to never betray yourself and to never, ever settle for less than you heart’s desire.
You make it a point to keep smiling, to keep trusting, and to stay open to every wonderful possibility.
You hang a wind chime outside your window so you can listen to the wind.
Finally, with courage in you heart, you take a stand, you take a deep breath, and you begin to design the life you want to live as best as you can.
Tuesday, July 24, 2018
Don't let others stop you from living.
You're right. People do lie, and cheat, and stab you in the back. There will be people who use you, and don't love you even though they say they do. But you can't let that stop you from living. Because there are people out there who do love you, and would never hurt you. You have to find those people and keep them in your life forever.
Some people will do you wrong in life. People will say things about you that you never think they will, people will lie on you, people will cheat you, and people will purposely hurt you to try and make their selves feel better.
There will be people in your life that you thought would be with you until the end, but they will fall out of your life. There will be people in your life that say they love you, until it is convenient for them not to love you anymore.
Never let bad people stop you from living life! For all the friends that leave your side and betray you, there will be those who will be there for you no matter what, and that do really love you! Though at times they may disappoint you because we are all human, you will know that they have the best of intentions. Find those people, and work hard to keep those people in your life forever!
Tuesday, May 1, 2018
packets
Amped up and reflected
Komodo we code in
Them lizards they go in
The bitstream still flowing
These stacks that were smashing
The packets stay blasting
Regardless of your patches
These keystrokes go east coast
Then worldwide were online
Find us and then sign us
We got the world behind us
If bot stats are honest
Then doomsday is upon us
And this mining Adonis
Still making good on his promise
Your site nulled, your processor
Is trash
Your cpu is dead
Take a look at all of these graphs
On vox and no stopping
That traceroute stop hopping
Software that we backdoored
Root shells that we mine for
Toolbars and setups
Our payload stay FUD
We reflect your defects
And cause them all to flood
Prolexic cloudflare
We don't care
Anytime anywhere
Plug you in our datasphere
Your outta here
Your homies got less bots
Then we do - we feed you
These packets that we bleed through
Your .EDUs your .COMs
Few terabytes of that strong
Through copper through fiber
Through air gaps like MacGyver
These packets are relentless
They gum it up like the dentist
No access molasses
When these hashes in practice
You tied up when we fire it up
So respect
This upstream is so brutal
The stratum stay poodled
We got packets on packets
Tuesday, April 24, 2018
paint
This palette that I paint with
Code fragments sitting all up in the system matrix
Make shit happen for the backend, keep it dangerous
Miner hashes coming in through the basement
Help my code stay the dopest and hope its
Gonna keep on staying clear
Well into the following years inflict fear
On all of the antis
Trying to keep a man down and his franchise
Gotta keep both eyes open cause you never know when a broken
Link or a token is gonna set your whole world on fire
In the ocean of this cy-space
Run it up and lose it all just like I'm MySpace
Paint debuggers with the breakpoints
Still a miner with an attitude
Getting paper as a badder dude
Chilling at tropical latitude
The gratitude of an internet beaming
Cause their boy stayed out here dreaming
Trying to shake all of his demons
But failing
Give your boy props cuz' he's still mining
Lulzboat keep on sailing
Keep my eyes on them Russians like Sarah Palin
Mirai botnet on that internet of shit
Got that firmware squared layer 3 assailant
Packets that I paint with
Built all up on them busybox proxy payments
Docker containers on these IP ranges
Scored that baby blue checkmark verified famous
Free pein, who do you paint with?
This game swallows brains to the jails from the spaceship
Affidavits from the agents
Hundred pages
Saturday, April 21, 2018
forgotten
this lifes a trip
you can go from not having shit to making a grip
enemies stay close only to take your spot when you slip
watch who you pick to keep your company
because nobody wants to work
but everybody wants live their lifes comfortably
they all dream of the finer things
designer clothes and diamond rings
you have to stick to your own
watch the addictions
sick with no home somewhere lost in the distance
you can get what you want
just practice persistance
you're the only person in control of your existance
so make every minute count
when in doubt
when they say you won't amount
shut em out
show em what you're all about
live your life
fall in love
forget about your sorrow
everything you have right now could be all gone tomorow
changes come, time moves on
the clock is never stopping
don't pay attention to the bullshit these people are talking
if what you're going through hurts
shit could be worse
embrace the air you breathe evenly
excel and disperce, concentrate on nothing
remeber money comes and goes
so even when the funds are low
try to keep above the surface
fighting with the undertoe
life is wonderful
why do you find that hard to believe?
you get your arm broken trying to wear your heart on your sleave
don't make your decisions only based on emotions
keep your mouth shut and your ears wide open
never look back
trying to make a positive impression
stop stressing
life's a prize that lies in your possession
don't lie
aggression is a sign of the weak
jealousy is the same listen to the words that i speak
people change, turn quick to burn you at the steak
i just wrote this shit
so maybe you could learn from my mistakes man
changes come time moves on
the clock is never stopping
don't pay attention to the bullshit these people talking
one day you're on top but then suddenly your shit ain't popping
people love you one day but by sunday you're forgotten
Monday, April 16, 2018
doomsday
it's all over, supernova
open folder full disclosure
red october brush my shoulder
its the spam jehovah
blackhat staying black as ravens
steady blazing every nation
slaying every altercation
engagement so come and face us
steal your booters bot computers
we see through right to your c2
seize it so you see how we do it
typing tools in liquid cooling
cpu's to keep it moving
its been proven watch the news and
see just how these newbies losing
never sleepin weekday weekend
creepin in your box defeating
stack canary adversary
feeling righteous, hit the nitrous
while i unlock idevices
smoke the cypress
higher than the bitcoin price is
whose the nicest
process list, i ball my fist
and hit white hat apologists
still the fuckin' ballerest
dare I say it, bitch we made it
keep my mind sophisticated
every city state did play it
miner game stayed underrated
kernel crushing, dirty dozen
i prepaid it, vote brigaded
file appending
set permission triple seven
execution set it loose and
be the root to act a fool then
leave it dormant rootkit on it
solid storage, high performance
use it to seed all my torrents
fuck the normies, fuck informants
bounty chasing while i'm vaping
blowing fragrance while they hating
next two days adjacent payments
secret agent write a statement
why they bother with the collar
cause a villain made a dollar
off this copper? did it proper
load up all my work in docker
popping travis living lavish
multi-factor auth established
infrastructure set to rupture
when i overflow a buffer
i load balance many talents
from a beverly hills palace
on the clem that won the chalice
Thursday, April 12, 2018
over powered
i dont stand around acting tough
like jacks and stuff, everybodys mad because they passed em up
i don't ask for much, maybe a computer that's adequate.
im attacking it, so ravenous
so passionate it's no accident
i need a maalox cause they ain't hot, got the game locked
and i can't stop, like a car with the brakes popped
they repackaged like they work for game stop
keep your head down and your shield up
don't worry whatever don't kill you is just exp that you build up
and i'm maxed out on critical hits
i'm michael jordan in 96
i took the oath and i honor it,
confident without consequence
dominant on my continent
i'm lancelot with that lightsaber,
never used to have a lot of dry haters
til i canceled off of that hiatus
like unknown spelling in that time chamber
see i'm at the top like sky hook, 85 lakers
i'm too far, you can't touch the heels
even if you had a squad full of white mages
up and down your timeline
there i go again
see em hating on my reign
wondering when it's gonna end
boy i'm op,
none of them can hold me
that's over powered.
over powered.
Sunday, April 8, 2018
just cruising
just a pilot in his cockpit seated
wheels engaging the pavement
push the gas, escalate the gauges
slow down and turn the corner
we have been cornering the game since the five and quarter
replacing all the brick and mortar
flying by street lamps
straight install complete by the freelance
hodling down the game like c clamps
blowing out the smoke from these green plants
switching lanes
trying to keep us out of their customers names
emails and passwords, so disastrous
when i get a hold of those easy hashes
down shift transmission
hold the shift key down get capital printing
bills like clinton using message composition
defeating certificate pinning is winning
hella threads on my software
got a dictionary file for my domain spinning
i'm mining the world for profit
ain't a thing you can do to stop it.
flick my blinker
in the blink of an eye my pointer finger
clicking start on my auto linker spraying up the internet like a sprinkler
no droughts the reigns included
and i'm sending off a dedicated that i rooted
some say the games diluted
but we are so far ahead of the game
we race through it.
enable the brights
yes the future is ahead, and it looks mighty nice
no obstacles, no red lights
hit reverse on the apps on my device
getting rebills from the campaign
ask how we do it i could show you
processing the back log
cruising on the net just hit the gas
just cruising
i put our dues in while you were snoozing
hard drive live with a fresh solution
driving that digital distribution
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